I am still hurt by this
I still feel a little betrayed
And very very silly
I wonder every other minute
what might have
made it different
but I am content in this place
to be at your side
as a friend
and build myself from the inside
to the person I should have been all along
I am grateful for my friends
For those that know me most
And those that hold my heart for me
When I can’t seem to do what’s best
I am resilient
And these days that follow each other
Stacked up like building blocks
Will build the me I know I’m capable of
And the us that exist apart from each other
But I will always wonder
where it might have gone
when the silence builds
and I catch you
staring at my reflection
